oh fuck me.
ive just seen this in the last few seconds.
feel like ive been kicked in the bollocks.
ive never posted under an alias, the pleasure ive had from reliving past memories/stories with other like minded members and discovering new music since my last rehab has been a vital part of my recovery.
ive been off the kibble for the longest period of my life and a large porportion of that is due to bedrock and its members/music.
utterly miserable and dejected, back to na and aa then.
unfortunatley no one to talk about the meaning of jondi and spesch 'we are connected' soliloquy while i have a chat with some one about nick muirs effect on the velvet rooms at nigel dawsons whoop it up, or captains beefhearts role in prog rock and the old grey whistle test with whispering bob.
ive been here since the end of oct 2013 and would like to think i have entertained gentlemen, and even dropped the odd nugget of information.
ive posted over 2,000 times and only ever had one argument with comical ali,
not that bad a percentage is it?, i'll miss my band of warped brothers.
"Your John , I ain't your John. You don't know me at all. Mend the fuses, fix the car, mow the lawn; it's boring. You think that's me. It's all bollocks. ..House, babies. I'm my John... me... I'm different."